I would love to know how to start over and create something better. I feel like I have been skirting by with just the bare minimums. I have been seeing my doctor, taking my meds, going to support groups, and all I feel is bitter that nothing seems to be working. I just know that I can feel better than this. I know it.
I was thinking maybe I need to see a therapist rather than a psychologist for awhile. I think I need to do more reading online and advocate for myself more. I just don’t know where to start. I feel so lost and I’m worried I’ll become complacent with the way things are and I just can’t let that happen.
I would love a sunshiny life and I hate to think that they just don’t exist.