Feeling ok today. At least on par with yesterday. Did the trick of taking two anti anxiety pills before even getting to work again. That seems to help.
I also have been trying to keep myself busy with crochet still. Finished this frog hat and I’m pretty pleased with it.
Doctor appointment is today and for reason I’m nervous. I think I’ll ask about some reading material or websites where I can explore and read up on what’s going on with me. I just feel like I’ve hit this plateau and the only movement further is going to come through some personal effort of mine. I wish I knew what to do.
For some reason my post from today got posted as of 3 days ago. Don’t ask me how. But essentially it said that I have decided to start crocheting again. Cause it makes me happy damn it! And anything that relieves just a little anxiety is a blessing in my book.
The first post shows my first hat I made recently. And here! I made a polar bear hat! So there. Put that in your pipe and smoke it!
I’m a little rusty but it’s all coming back. It’s nice to be back to something I love.
Crocheting hats for kids makes me happy. So I’m just gonna do it. And what will I do with the bazillion creations I crank out while trying to save my sanity? I decided I will donate them to local charities like Big Brothers Big Siters to sell. They take clothes of any kind so I’m sure they will take hats like these. I’ll just photograph what I make as my own keepsakes and keep on truckin’!
Feels good to be back in the saddle.